Y .Saturday, August 20, 2005.
I'm sorry [di ako si GMA ha?].
I was once captivated by your words. You almost made me think that impossible things can happen. I for once believed I can fly... together with you.
However, the euphoria has come into an end. You said you love me. I said I may love you in return. But I was wrong, oh so wrong. I fell out of it. It was like a brick that hit my head real hard. I just thought, I can't love you. I know I won't. And somehow I feel, you too, don't.
The days of silence made me think differently. Sure, I enjoyed the conversations we had... funny, yet sweet. But can it last for long? Consistency is what I look for the most. Unfortunately, you didn't possess that.
And so my belief grew stronger: online relationships don't last. Online relationships rarely work. I thought before the things I stand for were wrong, as you told me they're possible. I was starting to change my views. However, because of your inconsistency, I'm beginning to let go of this thought. Sad, but this is what I see.
I don't want to be bothered by my thoughts anymore. You just disappeared into thin air, never to be bothered by my mere presence. That's one of the things I hate the most. Don't worry, I'm okay. I'm not gravely affected by this. Anyway, I think this means nothing to you at all. Nothing at all.
So this is it. You're dumped. It was nice meeting you anyway.
Edit: this post is now null and void... I gave the guy another chance [<_<]
