Y .Friday, January 13, 2006.
"It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours since you went away."
Okay, so that's a bit of an understatement. I'm dedicating this entry to YOU. Well, you know who you are. ^_^
I can't believe I'm missing someone like you. Everyone has been a witness of what we've gone through. They have been the audience of our story, our story of our unwanted journey. They thought there will be more to be seen, but I too was surprised at how you ended it.
You've started to walk away. I tried to drag you back into the main stage, but you kept on walking away... and now, you're gone. Gone from the prying eyes of the crowd, gone from the whispering voices of everyone, gone in my life... forever gone. But I'm not giving up.
"You may think it can be ended as easily as this. But I know you're not dumb enough to run away from everyone, not even from me."
The truth will set one's heart free. But you're doing it the other way around! Look at yourself! Do you think you can run away from something you can't control? Face it like a man! I don't care whatever your past is. What's important is that you are what you are now. You can't be ashamed of what you've been before, it's the proof of why you're here! If you're going to think that everyone will abandon you after knowing what you've been, you're wrong.
"Tanggap ka pa rin namin, kung ano ka man noon, kung sino ka ngayon at kung ano ang katauhan mo bukas."
I hope you'll come around to your senses. Everyone wants you out of that locked room. Don't lock yourself and your heart to us. We're here, remember that.
I'm here, and I don't want to lose you like I've lost my loved ones before. You have already been a big part of my life... you think I love you? I'd do anything now just to get you back to us.
"Where is the good in your goodbye?"
