Y .Thursday, April 06, 2006.
The Beginning of the White Days
I've been really nervous in having this day. Today was the day I'd be recieving my grades for the second semester. Looking at my performance for the past six months, a part of me is howling... "Krisel, bagsak ka!"
SHT and HLC2... those were my most feared subjects, as I was consistent in having low scores in my exams and quizzes. The fact that I was never interested in those subjects added my anxiety. Would I pass or fail? I was so desperate I thought a grade of 3.00 would be satisfactory.
I recieved my grades at 1pm [through the fiery line of hell of course <_< "Singko ka sa SHT, España."
I couldn't believe it. *Oh no... waaaah*
He gave to me the "paper" [yeah, I call it paper =))], and I tried to look for an "F." I can't seem to find one. The only ones I found were grades of 1 and 2 subjects of 2.00.
Prek, he got me. That means... pasado. And not just pasado... qualified ako sa scholarship next sem.
OMG!! I was really screaming down the hall [di halata, may mga kasabay akong humiyaw XD]! I really wasn't able to express how happy I was that time. And I kept on thinking over and over again... WOW NAKAPASA AKO XD.
Beginning of the White Days. Starting the 17th of April, everything will change. My uniform, the subjects I'll be taking, my classmates [I met a new group BTW, they're really fun to be with XD], the professors [which I think will be a whole lot stricter than the previous ones], and perhaps... my attitude. I'm nearing my third year now... and these will be the times I really need to focus on my studies. I remember myself saying to a friend that I'll be leaving RO and RB by April. But because of some circumstances, I wasn't able to. But it won't stop me from trying to excel more in my academics. So... I'm kinda thinking... I really need to be serious this time.
The 17th of April marks the Beginning of the White Days.
